The stress is lifting..

Ah it's been a while. I've been rather stressed lately. I have been so broke I haven't been able to get things ready for Christmas. Well thankfully we got bonuses at work last week, so last night we went out shopping and got EVERYTHING done and wrapped! All I'm waiting on now are a few things to come in the mail this week.

I'm pretty pissed though. I bought something for a special someone on Amazon..paid extra for priority shipment..only to get on there today and see a message saying they can't guarantee it now. WTF? Why would you offer faster shipping for the holidays (sometimes at ridiculous prices) only to say AFTER you order that they can't guarantee it being there in time? Stupid assholes. I'll be glad when Christmas is over.

This year I'm just not really into the Christmas spirit. I've been so stressed out about money and gifts and my nose isn't up to par lately...I just want it to be over. I'm excited cuz I know a few things I'm getting (Nintendo DS!!! IN RED! =) ) and I love buying gifts for people. But this year has just sucked. This used to be my favorite time of the year. But it felt like Christmas just snuck up on me this year. I don't like that...

So yes, my nose. I went to the doctor a few weeks ago for a check-up on my nose. I had a bad sinus infection after surgery (which I swear is still there) and he wanted to see if my nose was healed and what not. Well he looked in there, said it was looking better. He cleared out some nasty stuff and and said my nose was healed since surgery. Yay! He the also said that one of the risks of the surgery was to get a hole in my septum...not yay. He said about 1-3 percent of people experience this. Guess who is now included in that 1-3 percent. ME! FUCK! He said to come back and see him in February and if he doesn't like how it looks I will have to have surgery again. Goody. He also said if it starts to bleed and hurt, to come see him earlier. Which it has the last few days. It's not fun. So after the holidays I will have to call and go see him again. I really don't want surgery again. That was so not fun. But if it will help everything, I'll do it.

So the last few fays, Mandar and I have been discussing the Bible and religion and what not. It's been interesting and I've decided I want to know more about it. I've never been religious, never cared about it really. My parents raised me without religion because they didn't want to force it on me. They wanted it to be my choice. I don't consider myself an Atheist. I believe there may be a God out there, a very unfair one. But I've always found it easier to believe we evolved then created by one man. I don't have a problem with what people believe, just how they act on it. I hate when they push their views on me. I hate how hypocritical most of them are. I hate how a lot of them have never even read the bible. But my boyfriend and his family and religious, so he gave me one of his Bibles to read. I started to read it this weekend. I'm not very far yet. But it's already interesting. We'll see.

Well 4 days tils Christmas. 3 days of work this week. Let's hope it goes fast!!